haha...i think im finally becoming like akash...
i dont know if its a good thing cuz i used to make fun of him a lot about his writing...but now the jokes on me huh??

i think im jus lonely...and i need to talk to a friend...but shes sleepy...



so cant wait for welcome week at uni...thats when the big one year long party starts

rap spoils all. this is a pretty random title...but im listening to this song which just messes up the vibe

im in love....yeah....

and i miss her a lot...but im usually not this mushy in public...but she really has the ability to make or break my day....


ive fallen....to such a level of stupidity...i need a girl to change my state of mind...im sorry i did this to myself....

i really have fallen in love...and i dont know if theres much i can do about it...

love should me more of a rising thing...it should take me above all this...it should be a growing process...so that master named osho preaches...
but really...i dont get it...

if u like a person...ure obviously afraid of losing her...but cuz the sand slips out...you probably will by the end of the thought...

amy lee has a beautiful voice...

sand in my hand?

he says the only way to obtaining all that you want...is to let it go...

whats this funny...sandy thing?

oh...lol...it is sand...

its got a really cool prioperty...the more u try to grasp...the more it falls out....
the more u leave it be...the more it stays with you....

until of course u get bored with sand in your hand and throw it away....thats when you notice the whole friggin beach...

pretty much everything you need to know about life...its deep...ask me what i meant if u dont get me....i might be able to explain...

''can you please shift this elephantitis from the left leg to the right leg?''

'' is that really all you want? i could give you everything in the world u know...''

'' oh i dont want it...im just out of things to want...and you ask with so much love...i figured i had to say something...''

only when i laugh...

as i listen to the sex pistols and ponder upon the true reason for nancy spungen's death. i suddenly think of dominique...

it all started when i was born...and then someone pressed that really small button with the two triangles strategically placed so that it looks like one is trying to follow the other....

then i was playing football with a bunch of kids in the state of ontario, Canada. its funny. they think footballs a totally different game where they dont use the foot at all...but rather run around and jump on top of each other. they call it soccer.

this six year old runs and trips over the ball...and being the really concerned individual that i am, i run to him and pick him up...

the first thing i noticed about him was his teeth...there wernt very many...thats why it was so easy...the front two were missing...i caught that...i dont really know about the rest...

anyway...so theres this bruise on his knee...the other kids gather around because...well...kids do that...

and then i ask the million dollar question....

'does it hurt really bad...?'

'only when i laugh'he says simply...

the other kids get sick of goggling at the blood...and get on with the game...


dominique goes home...cuz hes bleeding...

i stand there wondering what in the world he just meant while the kids score through my legs...

suicidal twin kills sister by mistake...

really dont think its her fault...

but i beg to differ....

yeah...

i love contradicting myself. and to support my first sentence...i jus typed out the second...

thats what its all about...paradoxes...i donno if thats the right plural for a paradox...i thought it might be paradoces or something...(im thinkin vertex)...but yeah...

i tend to do that too...judge people on the basis of the number of grammatical and or spelling mistakes they make...so that guy on orkut...who would like to make friendships with any girl that i know...really ticks me off...

how bout the fact that this statement is a lie...

thats something to think about too isnt it?? it might be a little cliched...but come on...im sure u dint think about it the first time...

really a lot of pain making a blog...and im under a lot of pressure too...i have to include the word 'donna' in here somewhere...and i really dont know how im gonna do it...
also this is supposed to be side splittin funny...but akash dusnt seem to think so...he tells me i have to write what i think...

so...guyss...what do i do???...u should tell me...cuz i donna...

or maybe...

which way to hamilton??...nope...i donna...

wat do u call a female cow?...lol...a doe?? naa

speaking of cows...i had trouble yesterday with one...but now we're ok....u really have to know where im coming from with that...

im really gonna have a tough time maintaining this thing...and my kami really needs something to do...

oh and that miss universe contestant ure all making so much fun of...i think shes cool...

haha..now that i think about it....her face...lol...i shouldnt...but man...that was one heck of a kodak moment...

naa but if i get lucky and she manages to read this...i think ure really pretty and all...and u carried ureself very well...

"complete the motion if you stumble" so sang anthony kiedis of the red hot chilli peppers...and frankly...she wouldve looked so much cooler if she fell and then lied down on the ramp and came back up as if it was part of her routine...

but i guess u need a whole lotta presence of mind for that...

it was 'cant stop'...by the way...which is of course another song by red hot chilli peppers...but it wasnt by the way...it was cant stop...

i thought that thought i jus forgot...

really...i have this terrible terrible memory...

i dont really know what to put in this blog...i guess i am jus going to end up doodling...