its funny how influenced i am by things...the way i think...the way i behave...all that...
its like i monkey stuff.
so when i watch too much of scrubs...i actually do that looking diagonally upward thing...where i have the monologue going on in my head...
i also have that going on when that girl i know talks. but that has nothing to do with scrubs. she just talks a lot and i try to block it out in my head.
when i watch too much of friends...life's a sitcom...and i say things that the imaginary fake crowd in my head is fake laughing at...
but i really think thats a very bad show.
when i watch family guy. im just random...and its pretty fun...
i crack my fingers a lot too. and the nitrogen bubbles pop away...
apparently it gives you arthritis...but that has nothing to do with the topic in discussion.

there really isnt any discussion either...im just saying things...

but one character i think i really relate to in life...and this is after a whole lot of careful contemplation about what sort of person i believe i am...is michael scott...

"Do I need to be liked? Absolutely not. I like to be liked. I enjoy being liked. I have to be liked. But it's not like this compulsive need to be liked. Like my need to be praised."

and thats the quote that made me come to the conclusion...and its good cuz i now know what it takes to discover who i am...

I believe that it is a focussed introspection of yourself that can open up avenues that you never knew existed to finding out who the real you is...and its the easiest person to be...

and the real me is the person i want to be...

the real me is the person i strive to be...

the real me is the person i live to be...

i feel that person inside of me...

thats what she said...

yea. i planned that.

im not sure how exactly i feel about it

wow. this is lame.

This is where i start again...
i am going to type the shit out of the keyboard...

tomorrow.